I’m not quite sure if it’s because D-Day is now happening this year (the wedding), but last night was the first time that it had me awake. It was either the wedding or the last episode of Luther that I watched. But either way, sleep wasn’t coming. I laid in bed running through the wedding plans in my mind and to be honest feeling a bit overwhelmed. And then I realised how ridiculous it was d right then to kick that thinking to the curb. Planning our wedding has not been stressful so far, and I don’t want it to be. I took a deep breath and resolved myself to the fact that if things don’t go as planned, everything is still ok. Better than OK actually. We’ll be in Spain surrounding by plenty of our family and friends.
Getting back to work today I’m not sad. I don’t have Monday blues. If anything I’m happy to be back at my little desk, planning and etching out goals. Setting targets to smash and surrounding myself with creativity. I’ve decided this month to have shorter office hours and more self-love. I am staring the days with workouts and yoga, and trying to finish meditation or really just a little bit of gratitude time.
Happy New Year everyone. Let’s squash those Monday blues. xx
